Hey baby, today is one of those fake smile days but now a mess behind closed doors. Holding everything back when I see your little face. I asked a spiritual person if you were with me today and they said yes, am happy about that but I can't see you and it makes it harder knowing your around us. The days are getting harder and more painful and am struggling to hide it anymore but still trying my best like mummy does. I love you so much baby girl, I thank you for every second of your life just wish there was so much more, you had so much love to give my angel. Goodnight and sleep tight till I see you again with open arms xxxxx